Well I couldn't even finish that last blog...every time I think about all Mia has gone through it makes me sick to my stomach to the point where I often actually vomit. So I have to try and stop myself before I get too worked up, sorry for the abrupt departure.
Well we still had not heard from her dad till this afternoon (today was his day to have her) but apparently their whole family is sick...and I'd rather her not get sick before our big trip. I was pretty annoyed when he text me to tell me this afternoon...considering it was only hours before he was supposed to pick her up. I'm glad I didn't tell her he was coming though, I cant stand the sight of disappointment in her eyes every time he says something and doesn't follow through and I'm left to explain why. I wish he understood how upset she gets every time he lets her down. Anyhow...he hasn't seen her in a week and he wont see her for the next few weeks since we leave for our big trip next week and as soon as we get back it will be her birthday and her party, which I didnt send them an invite to...still contemplating that whole issue.
Mia is L*O*V*I*N*G school and I'm so proud of her! She's doing awesome her teachers say and she's so excited to go every day. That certainly makes it much easier for me to deal with knowing she's having a good time and learning bunches! She adjusts so easily to every situation that comes our way...I mean if I seriously sit back and think about it she's adapted so well to the hundreds of changes she and I have gone through in the last 4 years, I just pray that they wont affect her later on in life.
So R's mom called and left an ever so polite message today...ughh. Makes me sick every time I hear or think of them, which luckily isn't often at all. She's claiming she has a lawyer and if I don't have Mia contact her within 24 hours that she will call the sheriff and file a report for them to call CSD. Wonderful. Well I don't take her threats to strongly...she's a crazy bitch to start with and little to her dumb ass knowledge...there are no grandparent rights in this state...sooo...she can kiss my tan ass! Mia hasn't seen her in 3 years and has no clue who she is anymore, hell she's only seen her 3-4 times in her entire life and that was all before she was one! Next month is the 1 year anniversary that R moved away and walked out on Mia. We haven't even heard from him since May (or his mom until today). He's made no attempt to contact her or see her. Mia has no memory of him and I know if he was to come around she would be devastated, she has her daddy back in her life now and known no other. I wish I had never let him adopt her. I cant believe I ever put that much faith and trust in one man...he certainly didn't deserve it and I knew that long before I let him. I *almost* called him tonight. I just wanted to ask him what he's doing, why is his mother calling and trying to talk to Mia, how could he confuse her like that and put her through this. I wish he would just give up his rights, I know if I asked he would never do it though, he's just a jerk like that. He hasn't paid child support in almost a year, has had no contact with Mia since Dec of 2007, and hasn't shown any interest (other than a couple late night drunken calls crying about wanting to talk to his baby girl-yea no problem buddy let me get her pshht!) in anything to do with her. Ughh just makes me furious, mostly with myself I guess.
Anyhow that's all for tonight...I've got so much to do over the next few days getting ready for this trip and making plans for Mia's birthday gift...I cant wait to see her face!!! I'll try to update again soon...
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